sourgurl77's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- FRAZZLED I'm very stressed. I really hate the fact that the three man roads that lead to home are so backed up, that what takes me usually 20 mins to get home, took me a FUCKING HOUR TODAY. Why? Thank these fucking hurricanes that swooped down on us and messed up the highways. I almost got in 3 accidents! THE three main roads - can you please tell me what I'm going to say? YES. ARE IN ROAD CONSTRUCTION. Two lanes down to one! Who's the brain trust who thought up this plan? I really *HATE* where I live sometimes. They take FOREVER ... FOREVER to do anything. Lazy!! I mean the one road has had construction SINCE I left my old job! Like ... wow since MAY/JUNE. What is so funny. HILARIOUS. Is that I am okay at work, but when I drive, I get stressed!!! I'm happy in the morning, but once I leave...I drive 5 minutes and then stuck in traffic all the way home. Tomorrow I am leaving work early, I figure if I leave at 3, I can get home ... by 4:30? So crazy and w/ gas prices, waiting in stop and go traffic! I cannot tell you all the pissed off people ... I mean everyone's going to have a heart attack. Such bad bad bad mojo. We *still* have water in our basement, it's *STILL* seeping in from this flood! We also still have buildings underwater. So bad, that today a house blew up - because the gas company forgot to turn off their gas. Whoops! Two other houses caught on fire too. I just have to wonder, why the heck I have all these bad things happening to me? I mean seriously....the evil eye is on me! Also, I am getting fed up w/ trying for a baby. It's so frustrating because I have So many things that I wonder about. I know I haven't been having enough sex, it's my own fault. Maybe that is why I get so upset? I am also going to buy the clear blue easy fertility monitor - because I hear so much about how good it is, good and expensive. I just simply want to see WHEN I ovulate. I'm tired of depending on my BBT chart - which is always fucked up. I cannot sleep well, it's rare I get a full 8 hrs and even rarer that I dont' wake up at odd times of the night. I mean with stress and insomnia or loud neighbors or my dog crying ... I'm a light sleeper. So I tend to wake up a lot. I'm still very agitated from today. Ugh! They also are laying off where I work. Our department got a hit and we survived it. In the future they said there could be more. I feel sort of safe, but still you can never be 100% anymore. Anyway, I am also joining the gym again, it's just been so nutty in my life I need to work it off. Uh ... anyway, I just feel FRAZZLED to say the least right now. 7:40 p.m. - 2008-09-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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