sourgurl77's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Blue. Well one good thing has happened. My missing period has been found! My "time" started early this month. I was kind of feeling blah the last week - the whole nine yards of the womanly mode of feeling like crap. It sucks how period symptoms mock pregnancy symptoms. But I also remembered I only had sex THREE TIMES this month. *Grumble* I bought a clearblue easy monitor. Yeah it cost me an arm and a leg! Geez! But at least I'll have something to help me. I also see my gyn on Oct. 10. So maybe she can help me deal. What was odd was maybe I'm not ready ... I mean I want children, but the whole thought of childbirth sort of freaks me out. Sometimes I get the sense that maybe I'm not meant to have children. Maybe I'm to selfish. Regardless, I am feeling depressed as well. Very bleak. Not sure why. Hormones?? But I feel ... "blue." 6:48 p.m. - 2008-09-28 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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