sourgurl77's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Craptacular Ugh. I am having a massive "hot flash" right now. But it's not a hot flash in the sense, it's this funky HOT feeling inside. I guess flushed is the word. My cheeks are red and a thousand degrees. I get this because I have an acid allergy. I had this before I ate dinner, so I'm unsure just what triggered this. I also have MASSIVE cramps. Only on my left side, like horrid cramps that I was doubled over, with a lower backache to boot. My period must be coming. I keep it in the back of my thought about pregnancy ... but ... I don't know ... I just don't feel pregnant. I know I had sex around ovulation time ... but that was 14 days ago! So now it's period time and I have massive cramps when I am due for my period.... Ugh, NOT going to dwell on this. Ought to get my period real ... real soon! Oh well, we booked our trip to Florida, and then bawked about money. I wish I could make extra money somehow - like work only Saturdays somewhere or freelance steadily. Right now I am just trying to survive work - there are massive layoffs. Crazy!!! Our department is "safe" for now they say, but still the amount of people that are now gone - either laid off or on their own accords - is very eye-opening. I sit there and wonder ... will things ever get better? See I work for a casino ... and really if they are having hard times ... I can't imagine everyone else. I mean we're made with money ... it's all that we do, provide hope for a bigger pay out. And now ... we're very hush hush about our layoffs - and rightfully so. Okay I'm off to go lay down, I feel craptacular. 7:33 p.m. - 2008-10-26 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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